Saturday, October 07, 2006
FILL IT UP!
FILL IT UP!Summer air reminds me of all the feelings of your love,
And what it was like when we were together,
Walking all along the beach, you were never far from my reach,
And you held me through the stormy weather,
And I want to fall in love tonight,
And I remember when you said "everything's gonna be alright"
was it all alright? my last post was getting out the hatred and tension i had within me. hope she'd understand. to tell you guys the truth, i teared typing that post. where is that girl i once knew? we used to share lots of things together. i lost a GREAT friend. maybe i shouldn't had acted that way but come to think of it its fifty-fifty.
reminiscences of the great times we shared together filled my mind. i ask myself, "why did all this have to happen?" the worst feeling is that i'm the villain. i miss FRANSHZ although the SHZ at the back sounds shitty.
i'm poignant about our situation now. the important thing is that we should be focused on our O's than bothering ourselves in this situation we're caught up in. no doubt this is never-ending but i hope it will stop somewhere. i really covet this friendship back - if possible. i really want to eradicate the hatred i have in me right now. have a robust relationship with you guys back again. i don't want our relationship to be a fragile piece of earthenware.
I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through.
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue,
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth.
But that's how its got to be.
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy.
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears.
fill it up.
12:29 am FIN~
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